Hi guys, I've been really busy. I'll update when I have the time, okay?

Btw, I have this friend, his name is Ilyas. Yesterday, he made my day <3

Thank you, Ilyas <3

I know you're reading this because one of the first things you do when you switch on your laptop is go to my blog. Cause erm, you told me so.

So this one is for you.

If anything, you've made me one of the happiest girl.

Although the distance suck, and with the time difference of six hours making it worst, you make the effort to talk to me everyday.

Even if it's for five minutes, it still counts as you trying.

You're always saying you're not trying hard enough, but it actually is enough for me.

Sparing five minutes for me tells me that you actually try to make time.

We have priorities to set straight and I know I'm on of your top priorities, but I don't have to always come first, just so you know :)

I hate it when you get upset because you get busy for the day, or have to run some errands and leave very little time for us to talk.

But again, that's okay. Those little conversations we have tells me you care.

So, thank you.

Thank you for sparing some time, thank you for listening to me rant about things on skype or listening to me talk about make-up.

Thank you for not giving up on me when I thought you were gonna do so.

I love you for that, and for all the things you've done.

Thank you, Love.

You were in my dream again.

And I don't like it. You made me feel happy, and you made me go crazy.

In that dream, we were about to take a picture and you held my hand and said you wouldn't let go.

You told me you love me.

What the fuck happened to friends forever?

What happened to no matter who comes into your life i'd still be at the top?

What happened to always being there for me?

What happened?

I guess people change. And I was stupid to think you were always gonna stay the same.

I'm about to have a bitch fit.

Good afternoon, my loves.

Yesterday was beyond great, it was beyond awesome. Thank you, thank you, thank you <3

I'm off to my nana's till tmr noon. Take care, loves.

Hello my loves <3

Thankyou so very much for the birthday wishes, the calls and the long long text messages. I pray that ya'll have a great great day <3

Each and every wish meant alot to me. Each wish brought a special significant meaning <3 Thankyou All :')

And yes, stop reminding me I'm old. As if you aren't :p

*looks at the previous post* Thankyou, love <3 <3

Hi Hi <3 ! 1st of all wanna wish u happy 16th birthday ! . cey da 16 . nc 16 . haha . may all ur wishes comes true . wish u all e best in ur future endeavours . semoge panjang umo murah rezeki . happy2 always . do smile alot k . May today n everyday be filled with sunshine and smiles, laughter and love .

I would make one more wish for you
the most important one of all…

I would wish that
you would know
beyond any doubt
that
I Love You
with all my heart
and I’ll always be here
for you.
No matter what

2ndly . im really2 sorry tadi battery flat . n sorry i post on ur blog . if u dont like it juz remove this post k . =)

i cant wait to meet u later on birthday girl . hehe . c u later aite <3 . k  im off to bed . .

once again happy birthday sweetheart <3 ~ ~

When I'm with you, I act different. In a good way. I smile more and laugh more. I don't have to pretend everything is okay when it's really not. With you, I can drop the fake smile and put on a real one. I don't feel hurt and alone when I'm with you. Instead, I feel safe and loved. You're easy to talk to, and you listen to me. I don't have to worry about holding back with you. I don't feel self conscious. I don't ever feel insecure or sad. you show me that you really do care, and you're not just pretending. I really appreciate your company, because with you I'm different. With you, I'm happy.